my heaven, is here on earth [:

2007-07-22T08:25:00.001+08:00

hello wello :D

i think regional cip was gay.
HAHA. stupid rain D:

but i think flag day was fun :D
just really bad for the throat! HAHA.
JEM AND CHENYI AND JOANNA AND MEEEEE.

ROAR RAH.

i like the bus ride out of orchard :D

ah rah kay, i don't feel like blogging anymore -.-

2007-07-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

roar.
friday the 13th ain't a good day at all D:

ANYWAY,
hiang giang is gay ]x
she bullies me ]x
SEE YOUR NAMEEE ]X
haha, stupid gay.

roar.
i hate school [:
someone tell me they hate school too [:

oh and thankyou elizabeth [:
haha shit i think i'm a terrible sitting patner ]x
having to have you put up with all my moods and stuff.
but thankyou for er, your concern today [:
yesyes, thankyou!

roar.
TIME TO GET MY BUTT TO STUDIES [:

my head hurts ]x
my stomach hurts ]x
my back hurts ]x
ROAR!

2007-07-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

haha hello [:

i was just thinking about contentment and then i figured,
for those who face death, no matter how many things go wrong, all they want is another day.
yet those who have the priviledge to live, just a little set back and they give up on life.

i realise,
in every tomorrow, there's a new hope.
in every sunrise, a new day has begun.
so tomorrow's not too far away,
hold on.

anyway, they sang this song at church on saturday,
and it was my favorite song [:
so here it is [[:

He can turn the tides and calm the angry sea;
He alone decides who writes a symphony.
He lights ev'ry star that makes the darkness bright,
He keeps watch all through each long and lonely night.

He still finds the time to hear a child's first prayer;
Saint or sinner calls and always finds him there.
Though it makes him sad to see the way we live,
He'll always say "I forgive."

He can touch a tree and turn the leaves to gold;
He knows every lie that you and I have told.
Though it makes him sad to see the way we live,
He'll always say "I forgive."

[:

2007-07-06T00:57:00.000+08:00

all these endless chases,
whatever for? where's the contenment.

i miss the days, where things were simple.
okay, maybe not simple, but simpler.

i like 306,
but i miss 210.

it's hard for me to say this,
but i miss 7ofus ]x
alot. rah.

is this all there is?
is this all i have left?

i wonder-

2007-07-03T21:19:00.001+08:00

SIX MONTHS :D

2007-07-01T17:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE
I KNOW MY BLOG'S DYING [:
BUT WELL, I'M VERY BUSY!

I HATE SEC THREE.
I HATE TERM THREE.
HAHHAA.
I HATE SCHOOL!

WELL DONE!
OH WELL!

byebye [:
i don't want to get kicked out of nanyang so i better study hard.

AND OH, I WANT TO GET WHATEVER I WANT FROM SOMEONE,
SO I'M GOING TO IMPROVE MY MARKS BY 8 SO I CAN GET WHATEVER I WANT!

2007-06-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

HELLO[:
I MISS CHARIS! :D
charis is being a good girl, studying her ass off[:
WE'RE ALL PROUD OF HER!
yay!
okay!
i just have to wait for awhile before she'll be back :D
<3

2007-06-20T12:53:00.001+08:00

thanks cheeyan for this sweet sweet poem [:

They come and go
Back to and fro
You can’t control it
Are near and far
As the distant star
But still you wish for it

To comfort when hurt
To heal when burnt
To mend when broken
To be beside when lonely
To protect, and surely
To be there to listen

Although perfect they’re far from it
Sometimes wrong, sometimes cheat
They build you up the best they can
When you sometimes your soul make bare
They sometimes hurt, but because they care
They walk with you hand in hand

Sometimes you’re hesitant
Or even unconfident
How much faith you should
Place in them, but remember
For now and forever
They did do the best they could

Friends are there
Because they care
Never look down on that

yeh, i'll never look down on that :D

2007-06-10T17:36:00.000+08:00

[:
amazed at the glory of you

2007-06-10T08:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIEL [:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERSIS [:

welcome back cherylho :D

[:

open our eyes Lord,
we want to see Jesus.
to reach out and touch Him,
and say that we love Him.
open our ears Lord,
and help us to listen.
open our eyes Lord,
we want to see Jesus.

2007-06-07T12:57:00.000+08:00

my muscles are all aching ]X
i bet iris and sandy's muscles are aching too!
HAHAHA.

okay i'm too mad to post anything sane.

so there you go [:
just to update

2007-06-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

i think this is a cool song [:
who i am, blog27

I don't know, why it is
Life continues in the way it is
I'm not sure, anymore
What it is I think I'm asking for

In the deepness of my mind
I always knew this world's unkind

I'm gonna do the things I know I always wanted to
I'm gonna live my life the way I feel I wanna do
And I know I'll never lose myself in who I am
Nothing in this world could ever change me

Everyday, feels the same
Guess I'm tried of the same old game
Deep inside, I need to show
Which direction that I need to go

In the deepness of my soul
I always knew this world's cold

I'm gonna do the things I know I always wanted to
I'm gonna live my life the way I feel I wanna do
And I know I'll never lose myself in who I am
Nothing in this world could ever change me

I'm gonna do the things I know I always wanted too
I'm gonna live my life the way I feel I wanna do
And I know I'll never lose myself in who I am
Nothing in this world could ever change me

2007-06-03T07:35:00.001+08:00

rah i realised my posts are all quite.. HAHA.

well, the past week has been quite hectic.

LTC, remedials.

okay, maybe that's not alot, but it sure does take up alot of my time.

but i think misslee is nice (: haha, she's being really nice.

RACHEL! i cannot slap her with you on the last day of school already lah )x

haha, sometimes i just really want a day at home,

to sit and rot away.

haha, i don't like being busy.

i like to live life, slowly.

haha, i like watching snails,

quote mrtan, it's theraphatic (:

i've got lots of homework i have yet to start on,

so go charis go!

finish it all.

you've got to make it up to her (:

we've got to make it up to them!

so YOU, go go too (:

I'M BORED NOW.

i shall go do homework.

toodles

2007-06-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

oh, and i think this song's very nice (:
sang during cell (:

TO YOU

here i stand, forever in Your mighty hand
living with Your promise written on my heart
i am Yours, surrendered wholly to You
You set me in Your family, calling me Your own

now i, i belong to You
all i need, Your spirit, Your word, Your truth
hear my cry, my deep desire to know You more
in Your name, i will lift my hand to the King
this anthem of praise i bring
heaven knows, i long to love You
with all i am, i belong to You

(:

2007-06-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

today i was damn grouchy,
haha, till i remembered this very old song (:

it's a happy day, and i thank God for the weather.
it's a happy day, and i'm living it for my Lord.
it's a happy day, and things are gonna get better.
living each day by the promises in God's word.

it made things much better, i don't know why. things are gna get better (:

and yeah, open my spiritual ears, cause i need to hear You.
really need to hear you.
cause, i can't do it on my own (:

2007-05-31T19:03:00.000+08:00

I'VE FOUND THAT ONE WHO BRINGS THE SUN INTO MY DARKEST DAYS (:
and now, i don't think i could ever be more happy :D

haha, AND THANK YOU SHARLENE FOR COMING DOWN TOO :D
you pangsai, say i smallll. OMG I DAMN SAD.
HAHA, no lah :D thank youuu :D
oh and ps, when we say bye, HAHA, we don't mean it at all. so ><

2007-05-31T15:18:00.001+08:00

since morning till now,
i've been listening to this song,
and i guess, it's really how i feel.
really.

i will be
there's nothing i could say to you
nothing i could ever do to make you see
what you mean to me
all the pain, the tears i cried
still you never said goodbye and now i know
how far you'd go

i know i let you down
but it's not like that now
this time i'll never let you go

i will be, all that you want
and get myself together
cos you keep me from falling apart
all my life, i'll be with you forever
to get you through the day
and make everything okay

i thought that i had everything
i didn't know what life could bring
but now i see, honestly
you're the one thing i got right
the only one i let inside
now i can breathe, cos you're here with me

and if i let you down
i'll turn it all around
cos i will never let you go

cos without you i cant sleep
i'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
you're all i've got, you're all i want
yeah,
and without you i don't know what i'd do
i can never, ever live a day without you
here with me, did you see,
you're all i need

rah.
difficult times, but we'll pull through.

2007-05-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

evelyn shared with me a super nice poem she wrote (:
i think she's damn cool lah (:

in need
desire
for something real,
something to be touched...
heard,
felt,
remembered.
like laughter
a human voice
a proper smile
or even tears
i do not want much
just a connection
someone's eyes
reaching out
in silence
i do not mind noise
but once in a while
all i really want
is to fly away
together

damn cool (:
i teared when i read it lah (:
evelyn, you're damn cool :D
haha, keep writing :D you're very good :D

2007-05-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

Things happen for a reason, you’ll become a stronger person
when life tears you up, then you’ll understand
it’s never easy, but you’ll know when you get there
as it tears you down, it builds you up
well, it built you up

HAHA, I'M IN A HAPPY MOOD TODAYYY :D

hahahahhaa,
TOMORROW I'M GOING SENTOSA Oo
HAHAHA, WITH MY DAD?! Oo
HAHAHHAA, HOW FUN MAN.

AHAHAHA. TOTALLY FUNNN.

HAHAHA, SHITLAH. I FEEL LIKE POSTING BUT I GOT NOTHING TO POST ABOUT.

hahaha, OH! GEORGINAAAA, DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE I'M SOME KIND OF ILLEGAL PERSON JUST CAUSE I CUT THE BALLOONNN. ALOT OF OTHERS DID TOO ><

2007-05-30T17:46:00.000+08:00

BALLOONS MAKE ME HAPPY :D
BALLOONS MAKE YOU HAPPY :D
BALLOONS MAKE IRIS HAPPY TOOOO :D

AHAHA, I STOLE BALLOONS FOR THEM LAH :D
HOW NICE AM I.
HAHAHAHA.

i'm happyhappy :D
yay, :D

I DON'T LIKE CHICKEN RICE. FULLSTOP.
HAHAHA. yes i don't ><

i think our pizza bread was damn nice lah :D
and so was the pasta :D
HAHA, yummyyyy :D

I THINK FOOD PREP WITH ZI HUI IS DAMN FUN.
hahaha, although it really was a mad rush ><
HAHA, but still FUN :D

YAY, I LOVE TRUST :D
hahahaha. :D
yeahhh :D

shit, this is a rather stupid post -.-
HAHA CHERYL HO QUICK COME BACKKKK.
i miss you :D

AND TO YOU YOU YOU :D
everything will be okay! call me yeah :D whenever you needdd. you can cry, i'll remain silent. cause i know that's all you need x3

2007-05-29T11:58:00.000+08:00

RAHRAHHHH.

CHENYI SAYS HI :D
hahaha :D
CHENYI SAYS WHYYYY :D

HAHA.
rah i'm supposed to be having bio remedial.
but she didn't come.
SO HERE I AM :D

and i'm boredddd.
omg boredddd.

HAHA LAME POST :D
THERE YOU GO :D
I POSTED :D
yay

2007-05-28T21:24:00.000+08:00

i'm gna be happyhappy :D
it's a choice.
and i've made my choice,
and i'll be happy.

rah, let the joy of the Lord be my strength (:

2007-05-27T08:05:00.001+08:00

chem car :D
congratulations and celebrations :D

ah rah i'm not in a mood to post..
but guess i just should -.-

thank you evelyn for the chocolate,
and the supersuper long tag reply :D
i guess i've never gotten down to tell you that you're a really nice friend (:
yeppers, and i treasure you alot yep :D
thankyou for always being there to offer a listening ear,
though you know i'd never share. haha.
thank you for always wanting to be a part of my life, and letting me a part of yours x3

ah rahrah,
i really don't feel like blogging -.-

okay rah,
sorry for being so stupid.
rah i'm sorry love.
i'm sorry.

2007-05-24T17:19:00.000+08:00

(:

HUIFANG IS DAMN GAY.
haha, that's all i have to say about her man.
gaygaygay! :D

as long as i know i've tried,
that should be all that matters.

(:

2007-05-23T17:15:00.000+08:00

grandpa,
i suddenly miss you alot,
and sometimes i feel like it's unfair.
why they're fine and you're not.
but i just hope you're okay now, all the pain removed.
but i really miss you, and i still love you alot.
i've woken up, i've grown up,
wake up would you?
come back, cause i need you.
you left without giving me a chance to say goodbye,
you left without giving me a chance to kiss you one last time,
you left without letting me tell you, how much i love you.
and i can't help, but wish i had told you, how much you mean to me.

i love you grandpa (:

2007-05-22T10:49:00.000+08:00

if you don't care, i won't too.
if you don't believe in yourself, i won't believe in you too.
what's the fucking point.
i've tried my best, and you keep testing me like that.
i have my limits, and this is it.
i'm through with you, i've had enough.
cause you always do this to me.
take me like a fool, anything up to you.
i don't care anymore. i really don't.
try to break me, come on man, you've already broken me anyway.
i've tried my best to show you i still care,
i've tried my best to show you how much i believe in you.
but i can't keep going on, cause you're pushing me away.
and i get hurt too, and i have feelings too.
rahhhhhhh, do you know i'm hurt by you.
cause i've really never gave up on you,
cause i really believed in you,
i know there's so much more you can do.
but you're not listening, not listening to me at all.
if i could turn back time to that time where you listened to me,
i would have told you all that i could.
but thing is, did you ever really listen to me anyway?
ah rah, if i could make you believe in yourself, i would, but i can't.
and i'm hurt cause you keep doing this to me.
i've had enough. fucking enough of you.
this shall be the end, the end of you and me.
and every single connection we had.
byebye.

2007-05-22T08:46:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL STUPID PANGSAI

HAHAHAHAHA,
I MISS GOHBEEHIANG ALOTALOT :D
hahahaha.
questions questions!

haha, omg this is gay -.-
E LEARNING DAMN FUN MAN
HAHAHA.

:D

2007-05-21T18:02:00.000+08:00

OMG HAHAHA, I FEEL LIKE KILLING YOU GOHBEEHIANGGG.
HAHAHA, BUT I WON'T (:
can't bear to :D

RAHRAH
i'm happyhappy (:
he's going to be okayokay :D
YAY (:
hahah CHERYLHO I'M HAPPYHAPPY :D

anyway,
i didn't say i'll sleep before ten today! nehneh.
HAHAHA.

and sabaticals suck -.-
translation sucks -.-
big timeeeee. HAHA.

i'm hothot, litterally -.-
HAHAHA WATERRR.
I NEED WATERRRR.

rahrah.
the way you treat me, like as if i'm dirt, haha,
i've got nothing to say to you man. i don't know what you're thinking man.
hurhur.

NEVERMINDDD :D
HAPPYHAPPY :D
hahaha, not let you spoil my moodyyy :D
yay yay :D

hahaha, oh man math tuition now :D
TATA TOODLESSS :D

2007-05-21T09:03:00.000+08:00

RAHRAH.
sabbaticals very boringg lahhhh! ><" e-learning, HAHAHA i'm sure i'll learn alot of new things^^ I MISS CHARIS >:[[
i don't know what to blog abouttt -.-
hahahahaha.
i wanna play neopetssss.
but i need my birthday!
and i forgot my birthday ><"
RAHRAH!

charis is a happyhappy girl,
who loves school just as much as i do^^
yay!
hahaha.

charis, promises,
that she'll drink lots and lots of water,
sleep before 10 tonight,
takes her medicine regularly,
eat regularly
and not go to schooltomorrow if she doesn't feel well[:
yayyy
charis is a good girl.
PROMISES ARE NOT MEANT TO BE BROKEN^^
hahahaha

HAVEFUN[:
blogblog
CPR ON YOUR BLOG

oh oh oh
andddd.
charis is LEADER of the group PACKING for our regional cip thingthing,
SO BE SURE TO CATCH HER ON STAGE
ASKING FOR DONATIONS[[:

don't killme ^^

2007-05-20T15:48:00.000+08:00

ROARR.

we really lost it.
i stare at how hard i've been trying, and i laugh.
guess it's never meant to be.
i see you now, and i get so frustrated.
i don't like to see you.
really don't. cause it reminds me of what i want yet never in my reach.
so gay. i don't like.

i had alot i wanted to say one -.-
HAHA, but then i forgot everything again.
oh well :D
so there you go (:

rah I WANT GUIDES ):

2007-05-20T09:04:00.001+08:00

rah this is a dead blog -.-
hah,

rah.
but i've got nothing to blog about.
i need some time alone :D
so till then :D

toodles (:

2007-05-17T17:26:00.000+08:00

rah did i mention screwed week?
how about a double screwed week.
HAHA, damnit -.-

oh well (:
doesn't matter :D

rahh but i don't wna get suspended. omg.
rahrahrahrah. stop it charis leong, you're being damn gay.

AHAHAHA, CHERYL HO, I SUDDENLY MISS YOU ALOT :D
and cheryl lim oO HAHAHA.
and cheryl tay! HAHAHA.
all the cheryls in the world unite manxz :D

JOAN WHERE ARE YOU LAH. GAY PANGSAI, I MISS YOU TOO :D
i suddenly want to talk to you. HAHA.

rahrah, boreddd.

i want school holidays to comeeee. N-O-W.
rah although i'm grounded -.- but stilllllll.
HAHA, rah damn stupid post again.

welldone :D
CHERYL HO I MISS YOU LAH ):<

2007-05-16T19:39:00.000+08:00

爱是一个自私的念头

haha, rah :D
i hope mr kuo doesn't bring me to coro to cut my hair tomorrow >:(
HAHA, it'll be totally screwed.

this week's a screwed week.
i'm really worried for you, you know.
rah you told me something's wrong, yet you didn't tell me what.
am i supposed to guess? rahrahrah.
i don't know how to help you, i can't even just simply be there.
do you understand how frustrating it is, for me?
rahhh, and now you say you're fine, rah.
am i supposed to just.. forget it all?
stop it ): you're hurting my feelings.

HAHA, ELIZABETH WHERE ARE YOU!
I'M WAITING FOR YOU TO SEND ME SONGSS :DDDD

i'm bored.
rah bored.

haha, can i do anything else to show how important you are to me?
that i'll never ever leave you behind?

RAH STUPID POST -.-

2007-05-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

HAHA HI JUMP SUCKS CAN
i know joanna agrees :D

RAHHH SHIRLENE TIEH SUCKS LAH ):
SEE YOUR BIG FAT NAME?!
damnit.

HAHA,
RAHRAH.
I'M BORED.

beehiang lent me bookbook :D
it's a cool book :D
quote from it,
"the world is what you think of it.
so think of it differently and your life will change"
haha, coolios eh (:

rah okay i'm bored.
byebye :D

2007-05-12T07:53:00.000+08:00

So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
So I’ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

HAHA iris sorryyy.
HAHA okay hsin fang is the evil one =/
HAHAHA :D

rah sicksick ):
don't likeee.
rahrah

TWINKLETWINKLE LITTLE STAR
HOW I WONDER WHAT YOU ARE
UP ABOVE THE WORLD SO HIGH
LIKE A DIAMOND IN THE SKY
TWINKETWINKE LITTLE STAR
HOW I WONDER WHAT YOU ARE :D

2007-05-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

i pity the snails ):
nicole and iris = mean ):
they dissolved the snails omg.

rah, poor snail ):
rachel is sad, so am i.

sorry to have disappointed you,
i guess i'll try harder.
and till i pass every single subject,
i'll not stop trying.
rah, i'll keep trying,
to find that motivation i once had.
cause i can't let any of you down, anymore

2007-05-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

hey world :D

sorry i've been neglecting ):
haha, alot's been happening, so yeah (:

haha, rah i've got nothing to say.
i want to watch spidey finishhh ):
sorry YOU ):
we'll watching again someday :D
i'll pay :D

YAY YAY :D
think happy thoughts.
i must

2007-05-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

sunny days and starry nights
lazy afternoons
you count the castles in the clouds
and hum little tunes

but somehow right before your eyes
the sun fades away
everything is different
and everything has change

if you feel lost and on your own
and far from home
you never alone, you know

just think of your friends
the ones who care
they all will be waiting there
with love to share
and your heart will lead you home

funny how a photograph can take you back in time
to places and embraces
that you thought you left behind

they're trying to remind you
that you're not the only one
that no one is an island
when all has said and done

there'll come a day when you're losing your way
and you won't know where you belong
they say that home is where your heart is
so follow your heart know that you can't go wrong

(:

i think, it's never really wrong to feel whatever you guys feels x3
love (:

2007-05-05T08:39:00.000+08:00

oh my [:
haha, melwee now i know all the lyrics :D

eh rah, i used to love this song alot [:
loved the show too eh :D
hahaha, oh man :D

我难过

那一年默默無言　只能選擇離開
無邪的笑容已經　不再精彩
你害怕結局所以　拼命傷害
說是我擋住你的　美好未來

你堅決　不希望我等待
我便默默的讓你走開
如今你　受了傷回來
叫我如何接受這安排

我難過的是　放棄你　放棄愛
放棄的夢被打碎　忍住悲哀
我以為　是成全　你卻說你更不愉快

我難過的是　忘了你　忘了愛
盡全力忘記我們　真心相愛
也忘了　告訴你　失去的不能重來

i guess, haha, the show made me damn sad, i remember.
]:
i guess if you really love someone, you wouldn't ever let him/her go for anything. i don't know, haha personal opinion [:

I MISS GOHBEEHIANG CAN ]:

2007-05-05T08:25:00.000+08:00

rah :D

we changed place today ]:
iris, i shan't be mean, i'll say that i miss you already ]:

HAHA IRIS SAID I'M EMO CAN ]:
i'm very sad HAHAHA.

rah today was a really bad day at school ]:
i was grumpy and irritable and everything.
rah, sorry ><

MELWEE YOU MUST SEND ME SONGS YOU GAY.
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING YOU'RE SINGING HOW TO SING WITH YOU LAHHH~

i need sleep,
i need coffeeeeee.

rah thank you alina for staying with me till i finished my zuo wen x3
rah thank you jem for staying with me till my mummy came and buying topup for me x3

thank YOU, for always taking it all away x3

i'm tired ]:

2007-05-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

I'M VERY PISSED ]:
MY COFEEE HAS ANTS INSIDE.
FREAKING ANTS. RAH STUPID.
AND I CAN'T DRINK IT.
AND I'M FALLING ASLEEP.
AND I CAN'T GO DOWN AND GET NOTHER CUP
AND I REALLY NEED TO KEEP AWAKE.
AND AH RAH ]:

PISSED

2007-05-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

getwellsoon,
cause i don't want to see you so xinku,
breaks my heart eh.

i've got alot of things to do ]:<
RAH ALOT OF HOMEWORK.
i need sleep, gay ]:<
but as of now, i haven't finished math,
i haven't finished chem
i haven't finished bio
i haven't finished physics
i haven't finished chinese

rah ]:
hi coffee, my best friend ]:<

i want my life back manxz.

HAHA, BAKE COOKIES :D
FUNFUN.
abit black though ><

somethings can never be changed, we just got to accept that and move on and stop clining on to what we know will never be, yeah? [:
yeah, so let go. just let it go. do you know that this is to you?

RAHHHH.
LET'S GET BACK TO CHEM :D

i want to sleep lah gay shit ]:<

RAH I MISS YOU ALOT ]x
PLEASE GETWELLSOON x/3

2007-05-02T11:12:00.000+08:00

RAHAHAHA.

CHIANGMAIIIII :D
HAHAHHAHAHA :D

~~and i suddenly want you all to myself ):~~

2007-05-01T11:36:00.000+08:00

if nothing lasts forever,
would you be my nothing?

i'm getting frustrated,
at Godknows what.
haha, most probably, just at myself, again.

rahhhhh ]x

i want to watch spiderman :D

2007-04-30T18:20:00.000+08:00

YAY MELWEE :D
YAY CHENYI :D
YAY KELLY :D
YAY SAMRAE :D

haha :]
done 306 proud :]
whatever the results were, we're still proud :D

HAHAHA I BOUGHT PRETTY KEYBOARD STICKERS TODAY.
HAHAHA, I'M EXICTED. I SHALL PASTE THEM ON NOW.
HAHA, AND BTW, I'M USING THE SHIFT BUTTON, NOT CAPS,
AHERM TO SOMEONE.

hahaha,
it'll all be alright in the end x3
we've just got to keep keeping on x3

2007-04-29T18:03:00.000+08:00

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

song for YOU
[:

i think it's a super cute song, can't smile without you :D
it's super old, but it's super cute :D

2007-04-29T08:09:00.000+08:00

perhaps the reason why i teared while this song was playing is because it's something i used to hold on tightly too, and now, it's rather hard to grasp.

Falling on my knees in worship
Giving all I am to seek Your face
Lord all I am is is Yours

My whole life
I place in Your hands
God of mercy
Humbled I bow down
In your presence at Your throne

I called You answered
And You came to my rescue and I
I wanna be where You are

In my life be lifted high
In our world be lifted high
In our love be lifted high

i guess somethings are unexplainable. i just need time.

PLANES :D
RAINBOWS :D
RUNAWAY :D

now, let's run through the list :D
~~PLANES~~ done!
RAINBOWS :D
RUNAWAY :D

hahaha, and i'll strike them all down :D

2007-04-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

at times i understand you,
and i know how hard you try.
i watched how love commands you,
and i watched love pass you by.

:D
i think it's a nice song.

cause everything about school is screwed ]:<

2007-04-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

i think it's with time,
we learn and understand what we're really looking for.

i'll never leave,
i'll always be here,
i love you, sunshine :D

2007-04-26T09:08:00.000+08:00

YOU SHOULD ALL TRY THIS GAME
http://www.miniclip.com/games/doodle/en
HAHAHAHA
it's SO SO SO SO cute!
HAHHAHahA.
:DDD

everybody loves charis [:

2007-04-25T19:05:00.000+08:00

someday, i'll grasps the concept of it all.
someday [:

i miss 7ofus ]x
haha, don't know i just do ]x

come back home, please
x/3

2007-04-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

just tell me something, anything at all
cause i miss you x/3

and when someday you remember that i exist, let me know, then i'll tell you how much i remember of you, how much i missed you. that is, if you ever remember that i exist

2007-04-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

HAHA,
I PASSED MATH :D

i think i'm gna fail bio though.
ah who cares :D

thank you beehiangg for your notesnotes :D
wo ai ni worxz :D

i started to think alot last night,
and i began missing alot of random people,
some people i never once appreciated.
but now, i do

2007-04-23T17:40:00.000+08:00

HAHA BEEHIANG VERY GAY.
spiderman :D
aherm, so do you know who hecked into my account?!
HMM..

today was a ~~bad~~ DAMN GOOD day ]: [[[[: with you.

i think i should seriously get my ass to work,
cause i always study the wrong thing.
haha, even i'm exasperated with myself for being so damn blur.
wish me luck :D

studystudy,
study my ass off [:
and everything will pay off :D
reminder to self:
NO CHEMISTRY TODAYYYYYYY :DDD

2007-04-23T11:00:00.000+08:00

YAY.
i hacked charis's account.
mwahahha.

SPIDERMAN
SPIDERMAN!
LOOK OUT FOR SPIDERMAN :D
cheryl says spiderman died ]x
cos charis swung her blackbelt at him.
and whacked hardddd.
HAHAHA.
but no!
is it a bird!
is it a (shit what was it again?)
NO!
it's beeehianggggg
to the rescue [:
so spiderman didn't die :D
the end!

HAHAHA
gaygaygay
:DD
charis learnt a new thing today
when someone tells lies
she must SHHHHH [:
yesyesyes.
PEEEEE.
hahaha.
HAHAHAHA.

BYEBYE [:
I LOVE CHARIS :D

2007-04-22T18:03:00.000+08:00

haha, i'm neglecting my blog alreadyyy.

physics test killed me ]x
i'm so sad.
HAHA, not [:

she asked me what was wrong with the both of us,
and i just wondered to myself,
yes, what is it that's wrong.
i have no idea.
and then i started to cry.
is this how it all ends?
x/3

2007-04-19T21:21:00.000+08:00

today wasn't exactly a great day,
but i know that i can face my tomorrow cause i have you x3

thanks jem for your care and concern [:
thanks jen for your concern [:
thanks iris for telling me to cheer up and for the tissue [:
thanks alina for the bigbig hug [:
thanks beehiang, for bringing back my smile, for your reassurance, for everything [:

i don't know, i just didn't know what else i could do.

haha, cheryl very gayy. you should have asked me to go with you :D i gladly would have :D ice cream ice cream! I LIKE :D and you hit my head today ]x killed the last few brain cells i have left. oh no! HAHA.

i just feel at a terrible loss now.
not knowing what's wrong,
not knowing what to do either.
it's abit confusing, haha.

our runaway [:

2007-04-18T18:39:00.000+08:00

DIE MATH TEST DIE!
haha, no time lah gay ]x

we all get tired once in a while, but as long as continue trying, it's alright [: sometimes we change, in fact we all do. but just remember to keep changing for the better, and not for the worse [: we all can give alot to this world, we have alot to offer, just that we may not see it yet. but keep searching, keep on keeping on, and we'll find it someday [:
i'll hold on to you, i'm not giving up on you, not now, not ever.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL [:
you're 15 15! [: as we get older, we get maturer :D
when life gives you shit, you take the shit and throw it back in it's face! [: haha, quote from i have no idea where ._. haha, but yeah, keep keeping on [:

congrats nycd [:
gold with honors :D

HAHA, talking to stupid alfi theo is damn amusing.
he went like,
"eh leong!
nvr go b n j ytd?
oh ya
smart kid
must talk properly
did you go to ben and jerry's yesterday?"
hahaha, he thinks i don't speak singlish! oh manzx, so funny. he was saying, that ben and jerry's were giving out free ice cream ytd! and he didn't bring me ]x PS, you still owe me ice cream you gay! [x so too bad, you missed the chance of treating me to free ice cream, now you have to pay!

;someday you and i will run away together [:

IT'LL PAY OFF SOMEDAY

2007-04-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

as long as you did your best, the rest will fall in place. i know the disappointment is so real and alive, i understand. i hope you guys realise, that it'll pay off someday. it really will, till then, jia you, i'm behind you all the way x3

song dedicated to you: lessons learned

There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some bitter endings,
Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo,
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don't really matter,
Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were, Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned, Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

There's mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,
I never should've taken,
Been some signs I shouldn't see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some wounds,
That I wish I could have one more chance to mend,
But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

And all the things that break you,
All the things that make you strong,
You can't change the past,
Cause it's gone,
And you just gotta move on,
Because it's all,
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned, Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Lessons learned.
Lessons learned.

it'll all work out someday, just be patient and wait x3

WHEN IT FALLS APART

2007-04-17T13:13:00.000+08:00

GO NYBT [:
GO KICK ASS! [[:

i want to go to school gay.
surprisingly, i like school, to a certain extent.
poof, actually i don't know ._.

would you understand the feeling of being abondoned.
i'd rather you drop me, really, than to leave me alone when you said togetherforever. maybe i should just accept this fact aye? and just move on, but thing is, it's easier said than done. cause i trusted in this friendship, i believed in this friendship, and more importantly loved this friendship. i loved you. you never really let me down, till you gave up on me. at least, this is how i feel. doesn't really matter anymore, i guess i'll leave, somehow.
my rainbow is shattered by you, sad to say.

okay done ranting [:

eh HOHO [:
chinese dance results tomorrow :D
it'll be goodgood [:
yeppers [:

and you stole my heart too x3

JUST YOU SEE;

2007-04-16T19:32:00.001+08:00

just stop,
and look around,
and you'll see alot that youve never seen before

JUST FOR YOU x3

2007-04-16T09:11:00.000+08:00

i was reading andrea's blog,
and it wrote, 'it's easier living your life for somebody'. and somehow, i find it rather true.

cause then, it's not about what you want, but what someone else wants. then it'd be easier to be less selfish and stop thinking about no one but yourself. when you live for someone else, it becomes more meaningful, doesn't it? i don't know, but i feel like it's easier to live now, then it ever was before.

is this the case?
if it is, i'd want to stay like this forever,
living for you. x3

IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW-

2007-04-15T18:50:00.000+08:00

[:
new beginnings [:

i like white roses :D
and i finally found someone who likes them too [[:
yay, white roses [:
haha pretty what! [:
not for dead people.

don't lose the battle before it starts,
don't set the decision in your mind that you'll lose,
before you even begin the game.
it's all in the mind.
to win the battle, it first all begins in the mind.

don't lose faith, don't lose hope,
i'm right here for you,
i'll be your source of strength [:
don't give up, don't be so strong.
we're all entitled to being weak, and so are you.
i'll take you when you cry, and if you're shy,
i'll close my eyes, like how i always do.
i'll hold you, till the fear in you subsides x3

if you could see me now,
i want to start spinning in my chair too [:

i don't think i can go to school tomorrow ]x
sick sick. haha.

jia you nycd [: